Goodbye wasted youth! I've spent too much time dwelling about a time period that is no more. It's time to move on and learn from the lessons taught. I shoulda known, i shoulda known! I did know, not directly aware, but my being knew. But lessons learned lessons learned. I don't want to feel bad about the past, i actually feel better about my future than i have in months. I am released! Scarred but realeased. Time to quest for the sun again, that's the only thing that matters, it's the only thing that has always mattered. Fleeting moments of happiness are all we have. There are no fine lines between happiness and saddness, our sadness stems from not recieiving what makes us happy and what makes us happy could be a whole multitude of things. But there are ethics that go with happiness, does your happiness or quest for happiness mean you can do whatever you want to attain it...i don't think so. I think full transparency and sheer honesty is the best route to attaining happiness. My happiness is affected by knowledge and tasteful conversations. But i'm not full, i'm empty, i need to find those who can fill with the right kind of knowledge that i seek. I am a philosopher and I will cling to others that are! And in turn i will not shy away from the things that are unsaid, i will stop holding my tongue and give it like the cynics of old.

Dog's Life.